Okay then. What I write tends to reflect my mental state in some fashion. I mean, not directly -- I'd never actually do the things my characters do -- but when the voices in my head are bitter and angry, I write stuff like "Not Bluffing" and the WIP "Evil!Wade, Bad!Sync, and Ashley Parker Angel."

Right now, the voices in my head are all self-sacrificing and (trying to be) brilliant and (again, trying to be) snarky, and certainly not all fucked up and torturing each other.

It's really hard to stay in the sociopath mindset when the muses are trying to take bullets for each other. Not that I mind having healthy muses, but it's making it terribly difficult to finish Not Bluffing (though I've managed to hand off half a scene to vampireborg to type up for me because she's nice that way).

So that's that, and I'm tempted to race frostfire_17 to see if I can finish a version of SG-1:Mitchell!GSF (though I'm sure she'll do it better). Well, maybe I'll wait until after the second part of the episode. Also, there's a Sheppard centric bit o' angst in a few inboxes right now, and I REALLY REALLY HOPE SOMEONE TELLS ME IF I MADE THE MARK. I also need to write the Sheppard/McKay that starts with post-mission massage. And the Secret Siblings backstory that will reference Siege III and Messages from Pegasus.

Gah!